I miss you

Everyday,
I sit at home,
trying not to think of you,
I lie in bed,
trying to forget you,
but I can’t,
I miss you.

I see your face on magazines,
I sense you on tv,
and I wish you were there,
everytime I hear a love song.

Living without you,
life just hasn’t been the same.
Waking up everyday,
it’s like I’m going insane.

I do what I must,
trying my best to make life full,
but girl, without you in it,
I can never be whole.

Everytime I close my eyes,
your face’ll materialize,
and every night,
I hear your voice in my sleep.

I wonder, have I really let you go?
Why do I still yearn to hear you speak?
There’s a secret desire inside of me,
to hold on and never let go.
Everytime I pick up the phone,
a part of still wishes its you,
thought never once you’ve called me,
never once you’ve cared for me.

Girl, I miss you,
My heart without you just ain’t the same,
It’s hollow and empty, and it hurts,
coz you left without saying a word.

Forgive me,
I’m not being strong enough to move on,
or to let go and to leave it be.
For you were more than a friend,
more than my idol,
you were my one companion.
I’m sorry I can’t give it up,
Coz I love you,
I miss you.


Ps: You know, it's really not like me, and I dunno what the hell i'm thinking. Someday, someone is gonna read this(i hope..) so i guess my only excuse is that the terrible haze is making my brains fuzzy ;P